How do I let go of the love of my life?

Just sit down and talk to him face to face and say that its either you commit to me now or you are walking out that door, because you have waited too long for him and you are done. If he suddenly changes his mind about you being the one and lets you walk out that door, then I suggest you take some time for yourself and then slowly get back out there. It could be fun getting back out there because you meet new guys who has new stories and new experiences. I know its hard, but its about picking yourself up and not allowing him or your thoughts about him to invade you any longer. Hope this helped, good luck!